Happy birthday Tommy!

Mmm so yeah, I'm pretty happy with my life the way it is at the moment. Haven't been this happy for so long, cause all I've been dealing with is boys and their bullshit for the last couple of months. Fucking complicated bitches.

Have you ever had random moments reminiscing on your past, which then makes you feel all lonely and sad for a few minutes? Well, I tend to do that all the time, even during the most inappropriate times ever. And yes, it does make me feel lonely. :(

I know it's been a while, but I still can't erase you out of my head completely. Like when I'm walking home from school every afternoon, the lyrics from my songs always remind me of you and all our memories. The good times we spent together, at least. :/ Sometimes, I really do miss talking to you, even as a friend. I wonder now .. if you even loved me the way I really loved you back then, because I know I really did. It didn't seem like that for you at times though. No matter how hard I try, I'll never forget you being in my life.



Anyways, It was a pretty bludgy day today. My alarm woke me up at 6.45am then I turned it off and lied in bed for about 10 minutes with my mum telling me to get up like, 3 times. Got up to get ready for school and ate breakfast. Then left the house at the usual 7.40am and walked to the bus stop. Damn, it was pretty cold in the morning. Seriously so sick of school right now. I'm so not bothered for it. Just wanna stay home and sleep. :(

Business Studies: Bludge period. I did a bit of work, but for the majority of the period I just sat there listening to music while Andrew and Jackie had their own conversation. Felt just a tad left out there :L.

Maths: Teacher was explaining stuff on the board. Allison and Anna took my book to copy the exercises since miss said we had to be updated in our work and that she'd check next lesson, turns out she didn't though. Then I continued to do my work afterwards cause I'm a nerd when it comes to Maths 8).

Recess: Christine and I saw Mr Salviani! :D Haven't seen that hot bastard in like, ages. Tehehee. Went canteen with Christine since she was hungry. Then when I came back, Mr Sparkes, our deputy principal needed some help carrying stuff to the classroom. Vyvian had to carry some stuff cause he picked on her for help, haha. It was like "You look like you need some exercise." At first it sounded like he was calling her fat LOL. But then I realised he needed help so I offered to help him since I'm so nice and everything. He's cool anyway (H).

Had to carry the freaking projector that hurt my arm cause it was pretty heavy, or maybe I'm just weak :L.

Me: See how nice I am sir? I offered to help.
Sparkes: Yes Lisa, you're just fantastic. And for that I'll give you Minties.
Me: Can I have a merit too?
Sparkes: I just gave you a Minty, and now you want a merit as well? Be careful with that, it's worth $10 000.
Me: Okay, since it's worth $10 000 and I'm carrying it, can I have 10 000 merits please?
Sparkes: I'll just start writing out the 10 000 merits tonight and I'll finish in 2011, okay?
Me: Okay sir. :)

LOOL, he's cute man. What a smart response :L.

While I was walking to Chemistry when the end of recess bell rang, I was raging loudly about my teacher at the same time. Bumped into Mr Phull around the corner and he looked at me going, "Giggles, why are you always so loud?" LOL. Now that's cute. :)

Chemistry: Ergh, fucking piss off as usual. Teacher's a fucking dickhead man, swear. Made me move back to my "permanent" seat when I didn't even do anything wrong. He seriously gives me the shits every lesson. I've said this many times, but I swear he has some personal shit against me. Stupid bitch, can't even teach at all. I wanna at least learn something, but I'm failing instead, cause he's so crap. Gg. LOL sorry, excuse my excessive use of profanity. I should really cut down on swearing so much. It's pretty bad.

Ancient History: We watched some documentary for half the period. Then copied out a massive block of writing from the overhead.

Lunch: Didn't do much. I played Guitar Hero on Christine's ipod for a bit. Then walked to the canteen by myself to get something to eat and find her there. :)

The girls told me to turn around and I saw Mr Phull behind me. ;D Apparently according to Sophie, he had this faint smile on his face when he saw me. Ooooh. ;)

Crossroads: Bludgy double period. We didn't even write in the booklet from the overload of discussions. I was eating a banana while Miss Walker was marking the roll then when she got to my name she was like, "Hey Lisa, how are you? Nice banana." Then the boys cracked up laughing which made me crack up laughing with them LOL. And miss was like, "What? It's a nice and healthy banana." HAHAHA!

Since I was eating, I wasn't paying attention to what Sophie was doing next to me.

Sophie: Want one? *Gives me a butter menthol.
Me: *Realises that it's just an empty wrapper. Wtf?! Omg that was soo dope.
*Sophie & I crack up laughing.
Sophie: Yeah, I didn't know if you saw me fixing the wrapper so I was like, oh crap .. should I give it to her or not.
*We crack up laughing again.
LOOOOOL!

Went outside in the cold to play this game that was related to discrimination. Each person had to pick a random card that had different roles, and questions were asked and if the person that you were playing could do something like buy a house, then they'd move a step forward. Coincidently, mine was "A 16 year old Vietnamese/Australian lesbian." God dammit! LOL. I was like, wtf man?! Not funny. Couldn't do jackshit most of the time cause my age was so young, so I stood on the same spot for like, ages.

Then I walked home by myself after I got off the bus cause my sister was doing some walking thing at school.