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Thursday, May 21, 2009 @ 7:16 PM

COPPED

Gosh, this weather is terrible. Well, it's a Thursday so I always have double periods of chemistry and physics. I did some work in chemistry for sometime, surprisingly..since all I seem to do is bludge every period cause I hate Mathews. But then again, who doesn't hate my teacher? The whole class practically hates him. He's so crap. Go home!

Jackie was doing his business studies work like, 2nd period or something and got caught. Then Mathews confiscated the book and told the whole class that if he catches people doing work for other subjects, he's going to send N awards home. As usual, I commented on the things he was saying and he got annoyed and sent me outside LOL. He then wanted to talk to me and started telling me off, shouting in my face. Kept going on about how my attitude and behaviour in class needs to change and how rude I was and all that. It was so loud that the whole class could hear it, hahaha! Pfffft, like I care. I hate him. So whatever.

I had to do my physics presentation after recess. When we walked into class, who was the first person Debrincat picked on? ME. Gee, just cause he loves me. So yeah, Sophie and I had to be the first ones to do it. I tried not to read off my palm cards but I kept blanking out cause I was lacking confidence and feeling nervous. But overall, 8/10 was a good mark. It was annoying though, cause we didn't include a reference list on our powerpoint, which resulted in us getting a mark deducted. We could've gotten a 9/10! But nooo. Dammmit! :( That was bothering us for a while. What a waste of a mark! Oh yeah, we got out practical mark back as well. Yeap, I epic failed. Wasn't surprising though, since mine was half blank anyway.

My dad looked at my report again after school. Copped it for the first time ever. He's never commented about my report at all in the past. He was disappointed in half of my results - especially english .. but on the brightside, at least he didn't totally rage at me. It's not my fault I suck at english. Gosh! I really hope he doesn't force me into going back for english tutor. Cause I don't want to go! :( I guess I'll just try harder for all my subjects starting now.

I swear to god, starting to get real annoying. Go hang out with the guys then since you love them so much. Might as well go be a ganga and screw 'em too, aye. You dont need us do you? It seems that way. If that's the case, we don't need you either. We're fucking invisible to you aren't we? Well, that's what it feels like to us every recess and lunch for the past few days. So much for being friends. I trusted you, trusted you not to spill my personal life to anyone, which is why I told you everything. But you went behind my back and told. Even when I said not to. When I asked you about it, you lied to me! I knew you told and you acted as if you didn't even remember the things I told you. You're such a liar, not only to me, but to us. What kind of friend would lie? Like Simon said, if you're so good at picking up guys, why don't you go get your own instead of taking away ours? Fucks sake. Would we ever do that to you? I highly doubt it. When you realise you're losing us, we won't give a shit about you and that's when you'll realise it's a bit too late. I quote from Jenn's blog, "Boyfriends come and go, but friends are forever".That is so true, I would never sacrifice my friendship for some guy, even if I love him.But I guess it's not even like that for you. You love it. They're just boys, and boys will be boys. We'd definitely never choose the boys over our best friends. And again, it's not like that for you either. You choose the guys over us. I know people change and we can't prevent it from happening, but yeah..you've changed and we don't like the new you at all. But whatever man. At the end of the day it's your loss.

Okay, now that kinda relieves my fustration about things. :)